I am not familiar with it.
I have used Modified Citrus Pectin for cleansing my liver and I am becoming a broccoli sprouts junkie.
Laughing.
My social anxiety has gone away, with the exception of still having some fear of highly authoritative people.
For those of you who don’t have social anxiety, I could not even begin to explain it to you.
I would have always called myself “shy” but always had seriously strong friendships and family relationships and never felt “awkward” or “anxious” in those settings, but when I experienced the brain breakdown 6 or 7 years ago, I developed a social anxiety, which pulled me away from almost everybody.
I went from growing up - not wanting to go places unless I knew enough people to not wanting to go to my relatives house at Christmas, but I was still functional enough to go.
I have a relative who is a teen and he won’t go to school or to family gatherings. He is diagnosed Autism, but he is worse than I am, and he won’t interact with family members and won’t brush his own teeth without help. I do have a mental process which I need to do even to get myself to brush my teeth, but I am more successful than he is.
I isolated myself so much for these past 6 or 7 years that I don’t even know how to get back into relationship, because people saw my brain break down and ran away and set up boundaries and, in response, I stopped going anywhere and quit church, and stopped attending weddings and showers, etc.)
The broccoli sprouts have good studies, but, honestly, I have been eating them and they didn’t do the social anxiety change on their own. The ICES and Binaural Beats combined with the Broccoli Sprouts and other cruciferous seem to have really helped.
I am going to a wedding this weekend and I went to the shower and I went to a few gatherings and I had more than one Starbucks worker say sentences like, “I get so happy when I see you.”
I still don’t have a social life, so to speak. I am not in school and I don’t belong to a church or clubs and I work in a family small business where I am alone all day and I live alone now after the deaths of 2 people who were dear to me.
Anyway, I still can get wonky, but I have had the best time everywhere I have gone in the past 5 weeks and that is something.
Yes, the social anxiety study on Broccoli sprouts is a mouse study, but the Autistic young people study is the one I used.
I am going to try to up my intake of the Broccoli Sprouts because it hasn’t helped with brain plasticity as measurable on the Brain Gauge yet, but it is dose dependent and I might need to shift coil placement with the ICES.
Oh, I also had a very small breakthrough in executive function today and that part of my brain is worse than the social anxiety was.
I can get so paralyzed that I have a hard time getting out of the car every time I stop anyplace. I end up sitting for 5 or 10 minutes trying to will myself to get out of the car. I had the same problem with getting clothes together for the wedding that I am going to, but today, I succeeded. The clothes were there. I just had such a deep procrastination, which was more like a paralysis.
I remember watching videos of the drug addicts who would “freeze” in spot while they were committing crimes and the police would come up to them and they would be statues. There are times I worry that I might become like that, but today, I got multiple things done in a row. It would be a silly list, which wouldn’t impress any of you, but it impressed me.